Peace, Love, And Sheena.

wipes away LiveJournal dust bunnies

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 02:59:04 GMT

O.o
I haven't updated in 9579575 million years.
x]
Awkward!

Updates;;

A) I have no life and am working on 9474974974 million videos right now. You can see them at my YouTube. (Username is LongAndLonelyRoadx1 .....really need to get a new youtube...anyway.)

B) I just had five neices and nephews over all under the age of 13, and suddenly, the next child I see is going to get their eyes poked out with a spork. xD (Kidding, love de children, but if I get hit with something one more time....and I think one of them got me sick. -.- ishk.)

C) I MISS CASSIE AND CHEL! *cries* Okay, random I know, but they were in a dream I had...I can't remember anything else, I just know they were in it. xD Weird.

D) I need a massage. :/

E) OHEMGEE! My step-sister tried to compare her TEN-YEAR-OLD DEMON CHILD to the AMAZINGLY TALENTED COLIN MOCHRIE AND RYAN STILES, ETC, ETC. I wanted to stab her eyes out. >.> *not violent.* :D

F) I have three possibilities for a job, so once I get the applications in, HOPEFULLY I'LL HAVE A JOB, and I'll be busy busy busy. o.o eep! *hides in a corner*

G) .........................................dots.

Yeah, that's all I got. xD *needs help*
Anywho.
Love to everyone!
<333
Especially those who I'm too lazy to comment back!
XD

COLD! BLOODY COLD!

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 00:52:35 GMT

Note to self: Never go outside in a tank top and capris - ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S RAINING FREAKING COLD WATER!

>.>
<.<
*has a moment*
*is cold*
*needs a snuggle buddy*

And I feel like I'm losing two of my best friends at once.
Great, right?

Yay!

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 18:12:22 GMT

I'M ALIVEEEEEEEEEEE!
:D
Yay.

*blows kisses and hugs to everyone that left a comment on the last entry because I am too lazy to actually respond*
xD

My best friend is staying here for another week though,
So I wont be on as much, but I'll still be on sometimes.
:D

*snuggles LiveJournal* Oh how I missed you.
xD

PS:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAYS CASSIE MY LOVE! :D

bangs head on desk

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 06:26:30 GMT

Ugh.
Won't be on for a week or so.
Company over.
Etc.

I will be back, hopefully.
If I didn't, I died.
x]
Cassie and Chel get all of my Good Charlotte/Mest related stuff,
rosalynstar and rentluver07 gets whatever the bloody hell they want. xD
Katri gets Colin. *nods*

Now if you'll excuse me,
I need to go fight the war of Immaturity, People Being Fake, and Other High School Drama.

If I don't survive this war..
I LOVED YOU ALL!

*might be over dramatic*

SYTYCD! Woo!

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 02:42:09 GMT

Okay, just finished So You Think You Can Dance for the day.
And may I just say, I LOVE CHELSIE AND MARK!
*obsesses over them for awhile*
But I love Courtney and Gev too. *nods*
And Katee and Joshua. *nods*
And Twitch! *nods*
<3 So You Think You Can Dance

Chelsie and Mark were fabulous as ALWAYS.
Courtney and Gev are just too freaking adorable; I could just put them in my pocket.
Katee and Joshua were good, I just love how well they work together. x]
And Twitch is just sexy..<3

:D

*dork*
*damn proud of it*

*wants to write Chelsie/Mark fic*
*decides to write it as Josie and someone else instead*

Wheeeeeeee.

And I need a movie to watch with Mayo.
Everyone's going to be down soon, and he's going to be pouting because he can't be here,
So the only thing I can think of to do is have a movie night with him before everyone comes down.
Which would be alot simpler if he was ever ON ANYMORE!
*not frustrated*
*needs a drink*
*also needs sleep*
*needs to stop rambling*

OHOHOH!
I downloaded HSM 2 today. :D
So I get to make more videos. ^^
*shnuggles Lucas*
He's yummy in my tummy. :D

*stops rambling now*

Because Cassie Told Me To..

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:39:13 GMT

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your summer. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

Vanessa Hudgens - Sneakernight
Miley Cyrus - 7 Things
Avenue Q - Everyone's A Little Bit Racist
Aaron Shust - Matchless
Hawk Nelson - Somebody Else
Brad Paisley - I'm Still A Guy
Brie Larson - She Said

Yeah, I'm that cool.

Anywho. Let's see, who shall I tag... *things for a moment*

Rentluver07, rosalynstar, katri_katri, sess_satan, clayangel, ipywp, and colmochrie. It wouldn't let me put links. xD

gigglesnort

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 12:51:52 GMT

OHMYGOD!
*can't stop giggling*

Okay, so I'm absolutely bored on this Sunday morning, so I turn on the TV. And alot of you might know that Greg Proops did the voice of Bob The Builder for a while. AND THATS WHAT'S ON!
Ohmygod.
HE SOUNDS SO CUTE!
x]
It's sooo weird to listen to Whose Line then Bob The Builder. xD Seriously freaking me out.

OHOHOH and then, Bob the Builder laughed, and you could tell it was Greg, but at the same time wasn't Greg's real laugh, which made me start laughing even harder. It was a pathetic little laugh. xD

<-- fangirling over Bob The Builder.
<-- needs mental help.
xD

Just Kidding, Meme #2.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 08:37:34 GMT

Okay, so about..five...minutes..or seconds...ago, the lovely rentluver07 posted this meme. And I absolutely love it, so I have to do it. x] Muahahaha.

1.Bold the names of guys you'd definitely shag.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. ADD FOUR OF YOUR OWN AT THE END.

1.) Dr. Christian Troy (Nip/Tuck, tv) ?
2.) Mike Delfino (Desperate Housewives, tv)
3.) Dr. Gregory House (House M.D., tv)
4.) Warrick Brown (CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, tv) ?
5.) Dr. Derek Shepherd (Grey’s Anatomy, tv) ?
6.) Anthony (Tony) DiNozzo (NCIS, tv) ?
7.) Jim Halpert (The Office, tv)
8.) James 'Sawyer' Ford (Lost, tv) ?
9.) Danny Taylor (Without A Trace, tv) ?
10.) Derek Morgan (Criminal Minds, tv) ?
11.) Noah Bennet (Heroes, tv)
12.) Michael Scofield (Prison Break, tv)
13.) Dr. John ‘J.D.’ Dorian (Scrubs, tv)
14.) Sam Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
15.) Chandler Bing (Friends, tv)
16.) Jack Bauer (24, tv) ?
17.) Jason Bourne (The Bourne Identity, movie)
18.) Westley (The Princess Bride, movie)
19.) Captain Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean, movie)
20.) Rusty Ryan (Ocean’s 11, movie)
21.) Detective Mac Taylor (CSI: NY, tv) ?
22.) Detective Danny Messer (CSI: NY, tv) ?
23.) Sheriff Jack Carter (EUReKA, tv) ?
24.) Dr. Nathan Stark (EUReKA, tv) ?
25.) Jonathon Creek (Jonathon Creek, tv)?
26.) Dr. James Wilson (House, MD, tv)
27.) Mark Corrigan (Peep Show, tv) ?
28.) Fitzwilliam Darcy (Pride and Prejudice, tv, book and movie) ?
29.) Jools Siviter (Spooks a/k/a MI5, tv) ?
30.) Captain Jack Harkness (Dr. Who/Torchwood, tv) ?
31.) Danny Ocean (Ocean's 11, movie)
32.) Jack Bristow (Alias. tv) ?
33.) Dr. Owen Harper (Torchwood, tv)?
34.) The Doctor (Doctor Who, tv)?
~~35.) Commodore James Norrington (Pirates of the Carribean, movies)~~
36.) Nathan Petrelli (Heroes, tv)
37.) Dean Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
38.) Eric Delko (CSI: Miami, tv) ?
39.) Rick Simon (Simon & Simon, tv) ?
40.) Ardeth Bay (The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, movies)
41.) Withnail (Withnail & I, movie) ?
42.) Gene Hunt (Life on Mars, tv) ?
43.) John Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
44.) Giles (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, tv) ?
45.) Mick St. John (Moonlight, tv) ?
46.) Mr. Big (Sex and the City, tv)
47.) Henry Fitzroy (Blood Ties, tv) ?
48.) Tim Riggins (Friday Night Lights,tv) ?
49.) Peter Petrelli (Heroes, tv)
50.) Logan Echolls (Veronica Mars,tv)
51.) Rodney McKay (SGA, tv) ?
52.) Chris Keller (Oz, tv) ?
53.) Mohinder Suresh (Heroes, tv)
54.) John Sheppard (SGA, tv) ?
55.) Dr. Daniel Jackson (SG-1, tv)
56.)Alec McDowell (Dark Angel, tv) ?
57.) Spike (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, tv)
58.) Priestly (Ten Inch Hero, movie) ?
59.)Captain Malcolm Reynolds (Firefly, tv; Serenity, movie) ?
~~60.) Clark Kent (Smallville, tv)~~
61.) Oliver Queen (Smallville, tv) ?
62.) Buck Wilmington (Magnificent Seven, tv) ?
~~63.) Will Turner (Pirates of the Caribbean, movie)~~
64.) Aragorn (Lord of the Rings Trilogy, movie)
65.) Sweeney Todd (Sweeney Todd, movie)
66.) Gilbert Grape (What’s Eating Gilbert Grape, movie)?
67.) Ianto Jones (Torchwood, tv)?
68.) Howard Moon (The Mighty Boosh, tv)?
69.) Balian de Ibelin (Kingdom of Heaven, film)?
70.) Danny Blue (Hustle, tv)?
71) Vince Noir (the Mighty Boosh, tv)?
72) Sam Strachan (Holby City, tv)?
73) Ripley Holden (Blackpool, tv)?
74) Ross Gaines (The League of Gentlemen, tv)
75) Will Truman (will & grace, TV)
76) Brian Kinney, (queer as folk US, TV)
77) Charlie Pace (Lost, TV)?
78) Cole Turner (charmed, TV) ?
79) Dr. Mark Sloane (Grey’s Anatomy, tv)?
80) Paulo (Lost, tv)?
81) Guy of Gisborne (Robin Hood, tv)
82) Rhett Butler (Gone With The Wind, film/book)
83)Brad Sherwood (whose line is it anyway tv)
~~84)Pauly shore (actor film)~~
85)Alan cuming(actor film)
86)Jimmy Fallon(SNL tv)
87.) Brian White (Singer)
88.) Craig Ferguson (The Drew Carey Show, Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson, tv)
89.) Dr. George O'Malley (Grey's Anatomy, tv) ?
90.) Mark Cohen (RENT, Broadway/Movie)
91) Michael Urie (Ugly Betty, TV)
92) Wayne Brady (Whose Line Is It Anyway, Don't Forget The Lyrics, TV)
93) David Boreanaz (Bones, TV)
94) Jonas Armstrong (Robin Hood BBC, TV)

Meme, Mood, and Mumbles.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 08:18:11 GMT

I got a new mood theme! YAY BONES! :D

11 or 10 days until Lava, Lindsay, and Kelsey get here. Partay. *can't wait* *throws confetti*
:D

Also, I would like to ask for some suggestions. I'm currently planning which college I'm going to, and my major is going to be musical theater. Anyone have any suggestions for a good college?

I'm going to go download a picture editing program after I finish this meme. :D

Peace, Love, And Bisquick. <3

Shuffle Quiz! You know the drill. :D

Why are you taking yet another shuffle quiz?
Song: Somebody Else
Artist: Hawk Nelson
Comment: Eh?

What's currently in your fridge?
Song: Lips Of An Angel
Artist: Hinder
Comment: Yeah, 'cause that's not weird at all.

Your biggest nightmare?
Song: Music Is My Boyfriend
Artist: Skye Sweetnam
Comment: ..HOW!?

What place would you like to visit?
Song: Work This Out
Artist: High School Musical Cast
Comment: *stares*

A reason to commit suicide?
Song: Star Girl
Artist: McFLY
Comment: ...mmm...McFly....

Why are we here?
Song: Holes In The Floor Of Heaven
Artist: Collin Raye
Comment: That's deep.

Something you never dared to say to anyone...?
Song: Always Be My Baby
Artist: David Cook
Comment: ..SO!? ><

One thing the world really doesn't need?
Song: You Dont See Me
Artist: Josie And The Pussycats
Comment: O.O THE WORLD DOESNT NEED ME!? AHHH! *falls over*

What's your biggest unfulfilled wish?
Song: Cotton Eyed Joe
Artist: Jock Jams 3
Comment: ....that...actually makes sense...o.o

If you could invent something, what would it be?
Song: Ancient History
Artist: Hawk Nelson
Comment: ...greeeeaaaat. xD

The last thing you say before you die?
Song: Your Love Is A Lie
Artist: Simple Plan
Comment: ...I can picture it now. I clutch some random person's chest dramatically, yell "YOUR LOVE IS A LIEEE!", then fall down and die...yep...

What's your destiny?
Song: Down To The Sea
Artist: The Little Mermaid 2
Comment: O.O I'm not gonna die by clutching someone's chest?!? I'M GONNA DIE IN WATER?! ..I like the other one better...

What do you do when you're alone in an elevator?
Song: Not Like That
Artist: Ashley Tisdale
Comment: Yeah, 'cause that makes sense.

Why do people go fishing?
Song: Goodbye Lucy
Artist: Matt Willis
Comment: The only comment I have is that Matt Willis is yummy. :D

What would you do with your slaves?
Song: Listen
Artist: Beyonce
Comment: ..I would listen to them? ...sweeeet...

Is there a man on the moon?
Song: Bet On It
Artist: Zac Efron
Comment: O.O I KNEW IT!

What does hell look like?
Song: One More Time
Artist: Daft Punk
Comment: Does anyone have a Meme Dictionary?

About what would you like to write a book?
Song: If We Are The Body
Artist: Casting Crowns
Comment: Hey! I wrote an essay on that before! :D

The best thing ever is...?
Song: Tell Me Lies
Artist: Cats Dont Dance
Comment: CATS DONT DANCE! :D

Why did the chicken cross the road?
Song: Fall In Line
Artist: Seven Places
Comment: The chicken crossed the road to fall in line. *nods*

Why do you listen to music?
Song: I Still Miss You
Artist: Hawk Nelson
Comment: I listen to music because I still miss you? ...greaaat.

What do you do when you're alone and nobody's watching?
Song: Comatose
Artist: Skillet
Comment: o.o eep.

Why are other people so stupid?
Song: A Journey To The Past
Artist: Anastasia
Comment: Whaaaat theeee craaaaaaap?

Last thing you ate?
Song: Mable
Artist: Goldfinger
Comment: ..?

Why is grass green?
Song: 2000 Miles
Artist: MEST
Comment: o.O O.o o.O

Your phone is ringing, but who's on the other end?
Song: Innocent
Artist: Stellar Kart
Comment: Sweet. :D

What should you stop doing?
Song: Lonely Days
Artist: MEST
Comment: Yep, that makes sense. x]

A word of advice to the readers of this quiz?
Song: Something More
Artist: Sugarland
Comment: Well that ended on a high note. xD

Meme Time!

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 13:25:10 GMT

I love the music ones you all know that. :P
And after this,
I'm going to finish up a Greg/Jeff fic,
Make a new icon, maybe.
Take a nap,
And then take a shower!
WHOO!
:D
*excited*
xD
Anywho.
You know the meme drill.
Put your Music Library on shuffle, use the song for the answers, etc. :P

How am I feeling today?

Son Of Dork - Little Things
...what the hell? xD

How do my friends see me?
Jeremy Camp - Empty Me
I'm not sure if that's good or bad...

Where will I get married?

Avenue Q - Everyone's A Little Bit Racist
As said in number one, WHAT THE HELL! xD

What is my best friend's theme song?

MercyMe - Time Has Come
o.o uh oh. dun dun duuuun.

What is the story of my life?
Hawk Nelson - Friend Like That
Sweet! :D

What is high school like?
Avril Lavigne & Lil Mama - Girlfriend
Yeah, pretty much. :P

How can I get ahead in life?

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Peices
I DONT WANT TO FALL TO PEICES! o.o

What is the best thing about me?

Hillary Duff - Sweet Sixteen
....? Explanation please?

How is today going to be?

Skye Sweetnam - Sharada
This meme is seriously making no sense.. xD

What's in store for the weekend?

Nickleback - Far Away
That cannot be good..

What song describes my parents?

Stellar Kart - The Right One
Pretty much :P

How is my life going?

Hawk Nelson - Turn It On
Kinky.

What song will they play at my funeral?

WLIIA - Baldness Hoedown
....I'm gonna be bald when I die, aren't I? -.- shit.

How does the world see me?

Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
The world sees me as a whore? o.O

Will I have a happy life?

Mickey Avalon - My Dick
Sweet. :D

What do my friends think of me?

The Pink Spiders - Little Razorblade
*note to self, have talk with friends about what think they about me* o.o

Do people secretly lust after me?

Hawk Nelson - I Still Miss You
Depressing..

How can I make myself happy?

Stellar Kart - Automatic
*blank stare* This is why you never trust a meme with your life. :P

What should I do with my life?

Thumbelina - Marry The Mole
Oh hellllllllllll no. xD

Will I ever have children?

Goldfinger - Happy
o.o <-- meep.

What is some good advice for me?

MercyMe - I Know
...You know? ...I dont know...

What is my dancing song?

Stanfour - All The Lovers
That would be negative. :P

What do I think my song is?

Meredith Brooks - Bitch
I thought that was Lava's song! -.- Man...

What does everyone else think it is?

Starfield - Everything Is Beautiful
:D

What type of men do I like?

WLIIA - Avalanche Rap
I like guys who are about to be killed by an avalanche..? o.o

What type of women do I like?

MEST - Rooftops
*gives the meme a look* ...this meme is making me think, and it's too damn early for that...

New Video: Lion King Meets Whose Line

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 06:31:24 GMT

Yeah, I got bored.
Hope y'all like it.
<3

Stolen From logicandchaos

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:08:29 GMT

As I wait and worry over the famous clayangel reading my story [eeeeeeek. *faints*], here's a meme-type-thing. :D I'm too lazy to re-size them, so if they're big, sorry. x]

1. Pick a hot guy...take a moment to think.
2. Is this really the guy you want?
3. Pick his top 10 hottest, cutest, most irresistible pictures.
4. Tag 5 other users.

Had to add a little Booth/Brennan love in there. :D

Too cute. :DD

I tag..EVERYONE! Go crazy. :]

Since I Can't Sleep, Fill This Out. :]

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 09:03:58 GMT

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

FANDOM
1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 07:00:12 GMT

Today hasn't been the best...but it hasn't been the worst either, if that makes any sense. -.-

Why do people who are in their forties act like teenagers? Isn't that supposed to be my job? I act more like an adult than they do, and I know damn well that I still have alot more growing up to do. It's pathetic.

I have counseling tomorrow..which is why I should probably be heading to bed soon, but I wont..Just because I'm a freak like that..

Blehh.

I may write a few Songficdrabbles tonight...
If I'm in the mood.

Picture Moment?

I'm in love with Harry Judd.
And Danny Jones.
*nods*
They make gigglesquee. :]
*snuggles them*

Oh Dear Greg..

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 06:37:32 GMT

Okay, this is what happens when I'm bored and watching reruns of Whose Line. [as USUAL -.-]
I was watching the LMAD where Greg is Dr. Ruth,
So I wanted to see how close he actually looked like her.
I need help. xD

Yeah.
Awkward.
xD

Oh, What's That, Sheena?

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 14:14:42 GMT

You got a new mood theme? No way!
Someone tell me why I'm talking to myself.
o.O
Awkward...

And I officially started writing a new story.
It'll be extremely long. :D
And when I say extremely,
I mean,
Not very.
:D

*loser*

*goes off to watch Power Rangers*

Reminiscing

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:56:52 GMT

Today I was doing some reminiscing. It was mainly after clayangel commented me. It reminded me of whenever Cassie spoke to me for the first time and I completely freaked out. I mean, this person who I have read practically everything they've written, speaks to ME. Me. I told Lava about it and she just laughed at me. I actually said this, "You know how we freaked out when Cassie Morgan spoke to me? Well, the woman that commented me is like, the Whose Line Is It Anyway version of Cassie." Yeah, I'm a dork.

I have a few hundred ideas for some stories. x] All of them Whose Line. But I did find a story I wrote years ago about Benji Madden and Tony Lovato. It made me giggle/squee. I might post it later, I'm not quite sure.

And it's about a month before everyone comes down. I'm excited as hell. I get to see Joey, Lava, Lindsay, Smurfy, Nick, Kelsey, and possibly CJ. I wish Tor could come though. : / Neh..

I am going to go watch a few WLIIA videos, possibly write some stories down, and read some good ol' fanfiction. Gotta love it. Even though Robin Williams is blaring into my ear from the TV. x] Awkwarddd.

Peace, Love, And Jeff Davis. <3

Things To Do Tomorrow:

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 06:27:58 GMT

- Finish uploading the mood theme from the lovely sess. <3 :]
- Finish up the little bit of work I have left to do.
- Finish my application for the vet.
- Give my dog a bath.
- Possibly write a Ryan/Brad story. Not sure.
- Take more Jeff Davis screen caps.

>.>
<.<
I <3 Jeff.
Anywho.
Yeah, I need to finish up all that tomorrow. Which should be fun. <-- Sarcasm.
Annnd,
I am frustrated with people. xD
Grr.
See?

I need sleep. -.-

All I Want [Fic]

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 23:13:30 GMT

Title: All I Want
Rating: PG-13? Maybe?
Pairing: Wayne/Jeff

Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: Angst/Pure Fluff.
Summary: Wayne is sick of being run over. [man, I suck at summaries.]
Author Notes: I wrote this in about two seconds. [or hours, whichever you want to call it.] It pretty much starts to suck at the end. If you think it’s good, tell me. If it’s bad, ...teach me to write better stuff. :] Enjoy.

Wayne sighed as he curled into bed, knowing very well he wouldn’t fall asleep for awhile. This happened every night. He would lay with his eyes closed until he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around his waist, and only then would he actually fall asleep. Their relationship had started so amazingly well; sure, the sex was great, but Wayne’s favorite part was when he could lean against his partner and actually felt like he was wanted. The reason for that was because it rarely happened anymore. He was always left home, cleaning up the house and watching T.V., while Jeff went out with his friends, doing God knows what. Why he put up with it, Wayne would never understand.

As he was thinking that, Jeff was silently entering the house. He placed his shoes on the floor next to Wayne’s while keeping a single red rose in his hand. You could always expect something sappy and romantic from Jeff; especially when it came to Wayne. The love he had for him was undeniable, though he knew he didn’t show it as well as he could have. He padded up the stairs quietly and peeked into their room, a slight smile forming on his face when his eyes rested on Wayne. Even then he felt his heart racing. When he reached the other side of the room though, his smile quickly faded. There were a couple of tears sliding down Wayne’s cheeks. Jeff dropped to his knees next to the bed, lightly kissing away the tears. He didn’t know what caused them, but he did know that he was going to kill whatever did.

Feeling the lips on his cheek, Wayne jumped up, pushing Jeff back in the process. His jaw dropped as his eyes settled on Jeff who was now rubbing his back with a confused look on his face. Quickly wiping away the few tears left, Wayne took a deep breath before speaking.

“What are you doing here?” It was a simple question, but Jeff heard the hurt and lack of trust hidden in it. He frowned slightly as he sat facing Wayne who was now leaning against the headboard.

“I came to give you this...” Jeff’s voice was almost a whisper as he held out the rose. He swore that he saw a smile before it disappeared again.

“Why are you home so early?” Wayne mumbled, taking the rose in his hand and letting one of his fingers slide against the stem. He didn’t even flinch when one of the thorns poked him. It was almost as if he couldn’t feel at all.

“I…just want to spend a little more time with you. Is that a problem?” Jeff’s question came out a lot harsher then he thought possible. Wayne simply shook his head, looking anywhere but at his partner. The silence hung over them for awhile before Jeff finally couldn’t stand it. He leaned in slightly for a kiss, but ended up meeting his lips to the headboard when his lover stood up. His eyes gazed up at the darker man who stood with his arms over his chest.

“What’s the real reason, Jeff? Did someone send you home? Did you forget your wallet? What?” Jeff cringed in response; he knew things hadn’t been the best lately, but the way Wayne was acting... was it really that bad?

“I really just wanted to be with you, baby.” Jeff spoke in the softest voice possible as he walked over to Wayne. The man stared at his lover for a while, trying to decide whether or not he was telling the truth. Jeff took that moment to take Wayne’s hand in his, and lightly brushed his lips against the others. His heart caught in his throat when he felt Wayne’s lips tremble. He pulled away slightly, looking in the dark eyes of his love, and saw confusion; hurt.

“Why are you doing this to me?” Wayne whispered, stepping back away from Jeff. He wrapped his arms around himself again, not daring to look into the slightly younger man’s eyes. He knew that if he even glanced at them, he would crumble underneath the gaze.

“Why am I doing what, baby?” Voice never rising, Jeff nibbled on his lower lip. Never once had he seen Wayne’s so upset. Wayne was the one always smiling, always laughing. His smile was contagious; it was what had made Jeff fall in love with him in the first place.

“Why are you torturing me like this?! One second it’s as if you don’t even realize I exist; now you’re trying to...” Wayne struggled to look for the right word, “Act as if everything is okay? Do you even realize how much you’ve hurt me? Do you even...care about me anymore?” Throughout most of it, he had been yelling. On the last sentence, he barely whispered it. A part of him wondered if Jeff had even heard it, but when he finally dared to look up, Wayne knew he had. Ever since the two had met, Wayne had never seen the look Jeff had then. Jeff’s eyes were dark and filled with tears; his lip was caught between his teeth. Wayne instantly regretted even saying anything, but he knew it had to be done.

“I...baby...” Jeff stuttered, not entirely knowing how to respond.

“Are you going to keep doing this to me? Because if you are, I would much rather just walk out now. You aren’t the only one who wants me, Jeff. I’m sick of getting run over and hurt by you. I’m sick of not being needed. I’m sick of waiting up for you to come home. I’m sick of loving someone who doesn’t seem to love me back. So please, tell me now. Should I leave?”

Jeff’s response was a quick one. He placed his hands gently but firmly on Wayne’s face, pressing his lips against the others. The kiss was filled with love, need, devotion. Wayne felt the wall he had been holding up break down. Finally, with much reluctance, Jeff pulled away, lightly brushing his thumb over Wayne’s cheek.

“I know I haven’t been the boyfriend you deserve lately, I just didn’t know how badly. I promise from this moment on, I will treat you with the love, and the respect you deserve and need. Anything else you want, just ask. I’ll give you the world...Just please, don’t leave me...” Jeff whispered, tears falling from his eyes. Wayne couldn’t help but smile as he wiped the tears away.

“All I want...is you.”

I love these. :D

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 08:09:26 GMT

That's right.
Another music meme.
XD
Don't be hatin'.
:P

AND I might be posting a Jeff/Wayne story soon.
:]
So be expecting something..
xD

1.Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the 'next' button.
6. Don't lie.

Opening credits: Aly And AJ - Never Far Behind (Sweet. :D)
Waking up: Belinda - Why Wait (that actually semi fits...)
First day of High School: Inhabited - I Run To You (o.O)
Falling in love: Michael Cera and Ellen Page - Anyone Else But You (yeah, that makes sense.)
Fight song: MEST - What's The Dillio? (Hahahahhahaa. Sure.)
Breaking up: RENT - We're Not Gonna Pay (WTF much? xD)
Prom: Good Charlotte - Keep Your Hands Off My Girl (word.)
Life: Bowling For Soup - Star Song. (SQUEE! <3)
Mental breakdown: Emma Lahana - Just Words. (...wtf.)
Driving: Busted - Air Hostess (SILLY! That's for flying not driving!)
Flashback: Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know (That oddly fits.)
Getting back together: Panic! At The Disco - The Only Difference Between (I'm too lazy to type the whole song title..)
Wedding: The Veronicas - Mouth Shut (That can't be good)
Birth of child: The Noise Next Door - Lock Up Your Daughters (*falls over and dies laughing*)
Final battle: Yellowcard - Fighting (interesting...)

Meme, Wheee.

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 19:05:32 GMT

Just because I'm bored.
And I can.
:D

Rules: Put your MP3 player/iPod on shuffle.
Press forward on each question.
Use the song's title as the answer.
NO CHEATING! =:P

How am I feeling today?
That's How You Know
(What the eh?)

How do my friends see me?
Anything You Can Do
(That cant be good...)

Where will I get married?
Falling Inside The Black
(I repeat, that cannot be good. o.O)

What is my best friend's theme song?
Hallelujah
(Note to self: Ask Lava about this later..xD)

What is the story of my life?
Billie Jean
(Sure, why not.)

What is high school like?
Grace Tells Another Story
(...?)

How can I get ahead in life?
Take Me In
(Kinky.)

What is the best thing about me?
Mabel
(...THESE THINGS NEED TO MAKE MORE SENSE! xD)

How is today going to be?
Colin Mochrie Hoedown
(....there's gonna be balding men everywhere, isnt there?)

What's in store for the weekend?
Only The World
(o.O)

What song describes my parents?
Friend Like That
(Well okay then.)

How is my life going?
Gypsy Woman
(O.o)

What song will they play at my funeral?
Pray
(Aw. :D)

How does the world see me?
Got Mugged Irish Drinking Song
(o.o that can't be good.)

Will I have a happy life?
Finally Home
(...)

What do my friends think of me?
Take Me There
(Kinda kinky if you ask me..)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Waiting For You
(eep.)

How can I make myself happy?
Empty Me
(KINKY!)

What should I do with my life?
Shut Up And Let Me Go
(...)

Will I ever have children?
Ancient History
(...that can't be good.)

What is some good advice for me?
Happy
(Thank you, Goldfinger!)

What is my dancing song?
For All Lovers
(It's a slow song though..)

What do I think my song is?
Whispers In The Dark
(Eep.)

What does everyone else think it is?
Bratitude
(Cannot be good.)

What type of men do I like?
Say Goodbye
(Well fuck you too. xD)

What type of women do I like?
Shine Like Stars
(-.-)

Meme Anyone?

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 13:36:34 GMT

Doin' this before I go pass out on the couch. :D
Stolen from Sess.

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold/strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING.

1. I was always picked last for teams, I wore my sisters jeans.
2. Flying my colors so that everyone can see, isn't this the perfect way to introduce me?
3. Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by.
4. Now that it's all said and done, I cant believe you were the one to build me up then tear me down like an old abandoned house.
5. Everyday I try to play another game but my heart can't take it.
~~6. I've tried to hide but I can't sleep at night.~~ Thousand Foot Krutch - Absolute. Guessed by ipywp
7. I looked away then I looked back at you, you tried to say things that you can't undo.
8. Holy fire, burn away my desire for anything that is not of you and is of me.
9. If I were you and you were me, and we were back in '93.
10. We've been together for too long, and we've been through too much.
11. You're gonna need a bodybag. I'll broke bones you didn't know you had.
12. Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
13. Walking through the terminal, I saw something beautiful.
14. Boys, we've been here for awhile, but we've finally got their style.
15. I didn't wanna listen to what you were sayin'.
16. You doing that thing you do breakin' my heart into a million peices like you always do.
17. Once upon a time, girl, I was just like you. Never let my extra large large just shine through.
~~18. Dancing bears, painted wings, things I almost remember.~~ Anastasia - Once Upon A December. Guessed by sess_satan
~~19. This time, this place, Misused, Mistakes.~~ Nicleback - Far Away. Guessed by sess_satan
20. When I had you to myself, I didn't want you around.
21. Sometimes I walk a little faster in the school hallway just to get next to you.
22. What you'd forget? Got a light? I know you, you're shivering.
23. Throw up your rawkfist, if you're feelin' it when I drop this.
24. There you go, way too fast, don't slow down, you're gonna crash.
25. Thank God it's Friday Night, and I just got paid.
26. I see you lookin' at me like I got something that's for you.
27. Woke up today, woke up wide awake, in an empty bed, staring at an empty room.
28. All these games you play you're messin' with my head.
29. I met a girl named Tara and she lived in the heart of America.
~~30. She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene.~~ Michael Jackson - Billie Jean. Guessed by sess_satan
~~31. I hate feeling like this, I'm so tired of trying to fight this.~~ Skillet - Comatose. Gussed by sess_satan
32. Good morning Beautiful, how was your night? Mine was wonderful with you by my side.
33. It's true you sold your guitar and bought a car? It's true, I'm leaving now for Sante Fe.
34. Let me be your wings, let me be your only love.
35. What's the time? Well it's gotta be close to Midnight.
36. I see that you wanna get lost inside of me. So many words, people say too many things.
37. And here we go again, with all the things we said.
38. Hey I've been watching you, every little thing you do.
39. Uh oh, there you go again, talking cinematic.
40. Everybody's always talking at me, everybody's trying to get in my head.
41. Hey there Delilah, what's it like in New York City?
42. My dick cost a late night fee.
43. It's all about you, it's all about you, baby.
44. Sun goes down, I'm just getting up, I'm headin' for the city lights.
~~45. Anything you can do, I can do better, I can do anything better than you.~~ Ruthie Henshall and John Barrowman - Anything You Can Do. Guessed by sess_satan
~~46. I wont be bored, I wont be ignored.~~ SheDAISY - I WIll...But. Guessed by sess_satan
~~47. I love to sing like Colin. I really really do. I really really really really really really do.~~ WLIIA - The Colin Mochrie Hoedown! Semi Guessed By sess_satan
48. I need an alarm system in my house so I know when people are creepin' about.
49. Everything was going just the way I planned, the broccoli was done.
50. I've been really tryin', baby, trying to hold back these feelings for so long.

Squee!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 05:54:36 GMT

Okay, I was watching Whose Line. [like everyday]
But I saw a super cute Wayne/Colin moment.
Now this may just be me,
But isn't this cuuuute?! :D

Ah, Boredom.

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 06:15:37 GMT

This is what happens when I get bored.
I take random screen caps. xD
Take any of them, I don't care.

:o

Mon, 19 May 2008 06:02:06 GMT

Life is good.
Good is life.

I want to marry Brad Sherwood.
Or Jeff Davis.
Or Greg Proops.
xD

Any of them.
:D

Or at least borrow them for an hour or two. >.>